I'm sick of purging, sick of my throat being raw, sick of the endless acid, i'm just sick of this.
I look in the mirror and there I am...the person I don't want to be.
The chubby, ugly girl who looks 8 years younger than she is.

Whilst everyone around her is going out and having fun she is caving in, she was never an emotional eater but is becoming one.

I look back only just over a year ago and think how happy I was with my body. I knew I wasn't as skinny as my friends but it didn't bother me. I had personality, confidence, popularity and friends but now I have nothing except lumps of fat, dry skin, thin hair, and cellulite.

How do you deal with being the one everyone loved to the one everybody rejected.

It hurts.