Failure

I binged, after eating healthy all day, I fucking binged. Got into the shower and purged, I had pins and needles but it felt good at least I liked something about myself.

I got a thrill out of the dizziness when I tried to get up and realised what I had been missing the past few days.

So after failing miserably the past few days, I think I'm really ready this time, I'm ready to bring back the old me the skinny me the NEW me.

THIS IS ME NOW


Disgusting really isn't it.
How someone can let themselves go.

I got called 'disgustingly skinny' by one of my friends..thing is she is skinnier than me..I am just disgustingly fat.