I am my own worst enemy..

That is all.

It all makes sense now...

You know everyone has stories about how when they were younger they always felt fat and blah blah blah but me I didn't know how or where my eating disorder stemmed from until the other day... I was casually talking to my nanna, I'm not even sure how it started to be honest but she told me that to get me to eat she would have to get me to cook, it all seems to make sense I still have the same problem I only eat what I cook but I never realised I was like that as a kid.

Pointless post but it was so strange for me to hear..weird.

Anyway weight is shit atm restricting and not going anywhere fuck you thunder thighs.