I haven't been able to weigh myself for a few days..scales have gone missing again.

I feel like my boyfriend doesn't love me enough sometimes...maybe I'm just dramatic but I get so paranoid.
When he wants to do things with his friends, sometimes I freak out and think that he must want to do stuff with his friends because he is sick of me. It's stupid isn't it.

Anyway last night I went out for my friends 19th, got extremely drunk and got home at 5 in the morning, went to bed woke up at 9. I hope i burnt a shit load of calories last night because all the drinks would not have been good.

Weigh in tomorrow...see how I go, knowing myself I fail a lot so I'm not expecting anything.