I'm drowning in my own bad decisions and mistakes...Whoever said your teenage years are the best years of your life must have had everything they asked for.

I'm not pretty nor am i smart or thin. My family is dysfunctional and I have no gap between my thighs.

My friends are users and backstabbers, talking shit about me behind my back...why can't they say it to my face.

I have no motivation to confront them, my motivation will be directed towards losing weight.
When I'm thin I'm happy, I have been there before..I just have to get there again.

I need someone to email, to keep me on track...any takers?


Nikki xxx