Monday, March 21, 2011

Ashamed

I am so ashamed, I weighed myself.
50 kg.
50 fucking fat kilos, I am disgusting.
I don't even know how it happened I haven't weighed this much in so long.
I will get to 40 kg by June I want to be 40kg.

Strict regime is in place.
Fuck it, I'd rather be alone and skinny.

It starts for real, every morning and night I will post my weight on here...for motivation.

Sorry I couldn't be inspiring to any of you that read my blog.
I will be though...one day soon.


Love Nikki


xoxo

2 comments:

  1. You will achieve whatever you want to achieve. Work hard you'll get there. Good luck and take care x

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  2. I've nominated you http://withined.blogspot.com/2011/03/versatile-blogger.html

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