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Went to bed only 2 hours ago. Still feel so sick. I spoke to him this morning and he couldn't say anything. He cried that is what he did he cried. Maybe it would affect me if I hadn't of been through the same situation at least 3 times. I just don't think I can take him back again he is just going to do it again and I feel so worthless now. We have been together for 3 years but that's just a number. I love him so so much and he has supported me so much throughout my ed but also he was part of the reason it started I think.

I really need help. Am I doing the right thing?

I weighed in at 47.6 kg this morning, loss of 0.8 kg. Need to do better.


Nikki